/REASONS TO BE HAPPY

I just found out earlier today that I previously piled 3 consecutive months of good stats. That entitles me for a promotion.


At first I was clueless. Originally, Gian called me just to sign my performance appraisal sheet for Quarter 1 2007. Then, he showed me my previous stats for the last quarter 2006 which shows my December 2006 was actually good. Together with my January and February 2007, I apparently made a 3-month smash!


I don't know exactly why, but the truth is, I really am not excited about the forthcoming promotion. The feeling is happy, yes, but not enough to be ecstatic. I am not even feeling proud. I bet having a great sex with 10 second orgasm is more than to look forward to. What I'm trying to say is I am just not so into it, not to the point of drooling for this darn promotion.


Thank God the appraisal will will be cashed out in the 25th. I am running out of money now. My savings is dropping like crazy. Mom still desires that Baguio trip. I think I'm gonna make sure that she'll get the money she needs for that because she deserves it. Plus since mother's day is around the corner, it makes another reason not to deprive her of this trip. In the name of love she deserves this hell of a break!


I am feeling okay now. Not the best but at least I am okay. Happy? -yah a little, but I am glad I am not sad. Happy because the promotion makes me a little happy. Happy because I am about to give my mom a reason to be happy with her Baguio. Happy because I am back to working, making money and doing something beside watching TV and masturbating. I am happy because the void in me from not being fully happy is not occupied by sadness.

Huh... I dislike this Chowfan Rice that I bought from the pantry. The first one that I bought a month ago tasted way way better. But I am looking forward to eating my packed lunch which is a yummy caldereta-rice combo. Hey, now that's a small reason to be happy!!! ;-)