/ WHEN I GROW UP I WANNA BE A DOCTOR

Okay, so its 4 AM. I have a job interview scheduled later at 9 AM but I still am not sure if I'm gonna come.

What looked like a very simple appointment turned out a complicated shit for me. The problem is, I can't let go of the job that affords me my basic shits plus extra more. Still the problem is, I am totally not happy with my current job that I vomit with the smell of it, 'coz it makes me feel stucked and fucked up in a lot of ways.

Meanwhile, this new job looks promising, but it does not promise good income.

In a perfect world, I want to be a doctor to be able to help the sick.

Oh fuck!

Well this new job is again not related whatsoever to my funckin' dream profession. So, I am thinking, what the heck?!!

Just let this shit pass me fuckin' by...