/ FUCKED UP
I would like to share this very beautiful passage with pictures that I came across nearly a month ago from someone else's blogsite. This makes me feel a little lighter today, since I has been thinking a lot about the discussion that Gian and myself had yesterday. Well, that may not be technically called a discussion shit since there is no argumentation involved, just plain interrogation and ego tripping shits! A reprimand is more like it. It fucks the hell out of me!!!
It sucks! Gian and his method sucks! It was quite obvious and very predictable that he only needed to hear the magic words: SORRY, I BOW TO YOUR FUCKING POWER, MAY I KISS YOUR ASS NOW??? just to finish the whole discussion shit. Well guess what, I did not mean sorry at all with that, not at all, not a fucking thing at all.
What's more annoying is his closing line that says: " Thank you for understanding this!". WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS THAT?!!!
Yes, I get it : RULES ARE RULES. But what really fucked me off is his approach and the feeling the whole thing has left me. I felt that once again, I gave way. And once again, I am feced up. Now, I promise to do my fucking best to not be an ass kisser anymore, to anyone!!! I admit it, I have been the biggest freakin' ass kisser the whole while and I do not intend to continue that. I am drained by these ruthless fucckerssss. They sucked me too hard and I am dead drained!!!
Anyway, here is one thing now that keeps me going on. This helps a lot in collecting my pieces back together.
I would like to share this very beautiful passage with pictures that I came across nearly a month ago from someone else's blogsite. This makes me feel a little lighter today, since I has been thinking a lot about the discussion that Gian and myself had yesterday. Well, that may not be technically called a discussion shit since there is no argumentation involved, just plain interrogation and ego tripping shits! A reprimand is more like it. It fucks the hell out of me!!!
It sucks! Gian and his method sucks! It was quite obvious and very predictable that he only needed to hear the magic words: SORRY, I BOW TO YOUR FUCKING POWER, MAY I KISS YOUR ASS NOW??? just to finish the whole discussion shit. Well guess what, I did not mean sorry at all with that, not at all, not a fucking thing at all.
What's more annoying is his closing line that says: " Thank you for understanding this!". WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS THAT?!!!
Yes, I get it : RULES ARE RULES. But what really fucked me off is his approach and the feeling the whole thing has left me. I felt that once again, I gave way. And once again, I am feced up. Now, I promise to do my fucking best to not be an ass kisser anymore, to anyone!!! I admit it, I have been the biggest freakin' ass kisser the whole while and I do not intend to continue that. I am drained by these ruthless fucckerssss. They sucked me too hard and I am dead drained!!!
Anyway, here is one thing now that keeps me going on. This helps a lot in collecting my pieces back together.
~o0o~
We need a little darkness to bring the beauty of light out.
A small detail is a part of the big canvass.
From afar, there is someone watching us.
Do you see the beauty behind the old stalks of problems you keep?
How can you achieve perfection if you let it block you?
How can you achieve perfection if you let it block you?
Dont let it grow and branch out more.
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